I only wanted to have fun Learning to fly learning to run

I let my heart decide the way When I was young Deep down

I must have always known

That this would be inevitable

To earn my stripes

I’d have to pay And bare

my souI know I’m not the only one

Who regrets the things

they’ve done Sometimes

I just feel it’s only me

Who can’t stand the reflection

that they see

I wish I could live a little

more Look up to the sky

not just the floor

I feel like my life is flashing by

And all I can do is watch and cry

I miss the air

I miss my friends

I miss my mother

I miss it when

Life was a party to be thrown

But that was

a million years ago

When I walk around all of the streets

Were I grew up and found my feet

They can’t look me in the eye

It’s like they’re scared of me

I try to think of things

to say Like a joke or a memory

But they don’t recognise

me now In the light of day

I know I’m not the only

one Who regrets the things they’ve done

Sometimes I just feel it’s only me

Who never became

who they thought they’d be

I wish I could live a little more

Look up to the sky not just the floor