داستان این آهنگ راجب دوران کودکی لیدر این بند یعنی جاناتان دیویس هست،خانواده جاناتان وقتی او کودک بوده برای مراقبت ازش پرستار بچه ای رو استخدام کرده بودند که این پرستار چندین و چند بار به جاناتان تجاوز های وحشتناکی میکرده و پس از این تجاوز ها وقتی او این موضوع رو به خانواده اش میگه مادرش اهمیتی نمیده و پدرش هم بهش میخنده و او را دروغ گو خطاب میکنه و تا مدتی طولانی هم مورد تمسخر خانواده خودش قرار میگرفته،این اتفاق کودکی جاناتان رو نابود کرد و رو زندگی اش تاثیر بزرگی گذاشت که باعث افسردگی شدید و ترس از رابطه داشتن تا مدتی طولانی شد. پس از گذشت سال ها از آن داستان تراژیک سال 1994 کورن با انتشار این ترک پیام بزرگی رو با تعریف داستان به صورت یک ترک به قربانیان رسوند به شکلی که جاناتان هنگام ضبط گریه میکند و به همین خاطر مدت آهنگ به17 دقیقه رسید.
Mother, please forgive me I just had to get out all my pain and suffering Now that I am done Remember I will always love you I'm your son
Little child Looking so pretty Come out and play I'll be your daddy
Innocent child Looking so sweet I'll rape your mind And now your flesh I reap
You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child
I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy why your own child?
Little child Looking so pretty Come out and play I'll be your daddy
You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child
I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why?
It's alright
You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child
I weep, no one hears me It hurt, as a child Tied down, no one hit me And raped your own child
I'm sick, no one hears me It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" You fucked your own child
I speak, no one hears me It hurt, as a child Tied down, no one hears me Mommy, why your own child?
I didn't touch you there Mommy said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mommy stopped and stared
Little child Looking so sweet I rape your mind And now your flesh I reap
You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child
I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why your own child?
You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watching Daddy, why your own child?
Yeah, I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why your own child?
You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, not a liar My God, saw you watching Mommy, why your own child?
I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why?
I fuckin' hate you Oh, you fucker Motherfucker, I fuckin' hate you Fuck you, you son of a bitch You fuckin' ruined my life I wanted to die I'm sick of it, motherfucker You fuckin' bitch I hate you I fuckin' hate you I hate you Piece of shit Why?
When I awake I'll see Thy face When I awake I will see Thy light When I awake I'll see Thy face When I awake I will see Thy light
Mother, awake me from my dreams Mother, awake me in Thy light Hand in hand we are dancing together Dancing together in Thy Light
When I awake I'll see Thy face When I awake I will see Thy light When I awake I'll see Thy face When I awake I will see Thy light
Mother, awake me from my dreams Mother, awake me in Thy light Hand in hand

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