""It's everlasting and I can never win""

How can I explain the unexplainable I'm screaming out loud
My words are inaudible

Something is clearly wrong in my system It feels like a big cataclysm I stare at my own reflection But you cannot see this infection

Feeling worthless Can't find my purpose Can't see no future There's only fire

It must be my broken DNA-code Because this brain is about to implode It's easy to become suicidal When living is nothing but brutal

It's all collapsing Feels like an endless downward spiral It's all collapsing Consuming me from the inside out It's everlasting It's everlasting I can never win It's all collapsing now

""I stare at my own reflection I know it's invisible to you But this is real This infection""