In a life that gotten oh so dark, oh so dark

A life that falls apart, falls apart

My heart been torn apart (torn apart)

I've been torn apart

I'm a fucking loner and I stay that way for life

I probably never change even though I'd like to

Even though I'd like to

I probably never change for nothing, my dear

All my insecurities holding me near

I probably never change for nothing, my dear

All my insecurities holding me near

Mmm, but I been working oh so hard

To find some meaning in this life, yeah

To find some meaning in this life

In a life that gotten oh so dark, oh so dark

A life that falls apart, falls apart

My heart been torn apart, torn apart

I been bleeding on the inside, I'm torn apart

Can I get a chance to go back to the start?

Ayy, yeah, press rewind

Get a chance to find

The right answers

I mean I don't wanna die

I just wanna feel alive

Maybe in my next life get a chance to feel alive

But people say you only get one chance

So I gotta work hard, ayy, yeah, ayy

To try and fight a light

Yeah, find a light

In a life that gotten oh so dark, oh so dark

A life that falls apart, falls apart

My heart been torn apart, torn apart

I been bleeding on the inside, I'm torn apart

Can I get a chance to go back to the start?

Ayy, yeah, press rewind

Get a chance to find

I hope somewhere down the line

I'll be able to find the light

The light, the light

In a life that gotten oh so dark, oh so dark

A life that falls apart, falls apart

My heart been torn apart, torn apart

I been bleeding on the inside, I'm torn apart

Can I get a chance to go back to the start?

 

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