I've been going round a 100 times thinking bout that night at your old apartment
If I could I would change my mind leave it all behind like when we started
Wish I could go back sometimes maybe cross that line just to see what happened
I'd be yours you'd be mine I'd treat you right but that's not the world we live in
Cause I let you go
When I couldn't hold ya
Maybe I'm just stuck here being too hard on myself
But I lost control
When I should've told ya
You were everything so why did I why did I why did I lose you
Maybe I'm all up in my dreams thinking bout these things that we planned together
I'm wondering was it all for show as I'm living in all the now's or never's
And I will never forget that cold night I was wearing your sweater
We never said forever
So I let you go
When I couldn't hold ya
Maybe I'm just being too hard on myself
But I lost control
When I should've told ya
You were everything so why did I why did I why did I lose you
Why did I why did I why did I lose you
Why did I why did I why did I lose you
Why did I why did I why did I lose you
So I let you go
Why did I why did I why did I lose you
But I lost control
Why did I why did I why did I lose you
I let you go
I couldn't hold you
Stuck here being too hard too hard on myself
Lost control should've told ya
You were my everything
Why did I why did I why did I lose you
Why did I why did I why did I lose you
Why did I why did I why did I lose you