How am I so selfish
Yet overly neglecting to
Throw you out the side door
I emotionally felt it
Yet I'm so damn defensive yeah
Always keeping score
Can we talk again
Is it possible to make amends
How do I find the words
To make it up to you
Scared I'll just make it worse
I'm hiding in excuses
Caught up in
What might have been
It's like I've been right here before
How do I find the words
So I can just erase
The mess I made
Ohhh the mess I made
Way back when we were younger
Yeah life was so much easier
Where the hell did all the time go
All you did was help me
When life was overwhelming
But now I'm lying here on my own
Can we talk again
Is it possible to make amends
How do I find the words
To make it up to you
Scared I'll just make it worse
I'm hiding in excuses
Caught up in
What might have been
It's like I've been right here before
How do I find the words
So I can just erase
The mess I made
Ohhh the mess I made
The mess I made
Ohhh the mess I made
The mess I made
I thought you were the one to stay
Now our colours fading slowly
But don't you say
That you found some guy