[Verse 1]
Every choice I made was wrong, and
Souls who loved me were left broken
Guess I'll pay for this till the end of days
I won and lost and calculated
Why who I liked I never dated
And broke my head deriving formula
[Chorus]
But will I ever love?
Feel it inside my heart?
All that I do is
Fake it all again, fake it all again, boring
Reckoning again, reckoning again, for it
How do I make this vicious cycle end?
{Verse 2}
Convinced myself to like the beds I shared
While crying, going numb and lying bare
I did it all for them and more
With all my body getting sore
How could I be so brutal to myself?!
[Chorus]
Will I ever love?
Feel it inside my heart?
All that I do is
Fake it all again, fake it all again, boring
Reckoning again, reckoning again, for it
How do I make this vicious cycle end?
[Bridge]
"Will we have kids and marry, Hun?"
"I'd like to, but you're not the one."
"I wanna keep you!"
"You cage and treat me wrong."
"You are a dream girl!"
"You made up all along!"
Maybe we met to end alone
All alone
[Outro]
Born to be alone, born to be alone
Earned it
Born to be alone, born to be alone
Worth it
How do I make this vicious cycle end