Wish that I could go back

Tell myself do better

Your voice rung in my head

Could hear every letter

Struggle with the feeling

That it couldn't get better

If I could show myself love

I wouldn't learn to settle

Yeah first to know it

At least I'm self aware

Yeah second mistake was

Letting her touch my hair

Yeah wish I could stomach

The words you said to me

Or even something

I wanted badly

Yeah first to know it

At least I'm self aware

Yeah second mistake was

Letting her touch my hair

Yeah wish I could stomach

The words you said to me

Or even something

I wanted badly

I move on too quickly

Never feel what I should

I always been like this

Knew it couldn't be good

Told myself don't do it

But I'm more stubborn than I look

Told you so don't matter

When it effects me only

Yeah first to know it

At least I'm self aware

Yeah second mistake was

Letting her touch my hair

Yeah wish I could stomach

The words you said to me

Or even something

I wanted badly

Yeah first to know it

At least I'm self aware

Yeah second mistake was

Letting her touch my hair

Yeah wish i could stomach

The words you said to me

Or even something

I wanted badly