Just a scare somewhere down inside of me

something I cannot repair

even though I it will always be 

I pretend it isn't there( this is how I feel )

I'm trapped in yesterday (just a memory) where the pain is all I know (this is all I know)

 and I'll never break away (can't break free) cause when I'm alone

 I'm lost in these memories

 living behind my own Illusion 

lost all my dignity

 living inside my own confusion

But I'm tired, I will always be afraid

 of the damage or received 

broken promises they made

 and how blindly I believed (this is all I know)

 and I'll never break away (cans break free) cause when I'm alone

 I'm lost in these memories 

leaving behind my own illusion 

lost all my dignity

 living inside my own confusion

 I try to keep this pain inside

 but I will never be alright 

I try to keep this pain inside

 but I will never be alright 

I try to keep this pain inside 

but I will never( I'm lost) be alright 

 I try to keep this pain inside

 but I will never (I'm lost) be alright

 I'm lost in this memories

 living behind my own illusion

 lost all my dignity

 living inside my own confusion