Although you

have left me in abandon,

although you

have let die all my illusions,

instead of execrating you

with just rancour,

in my dreams I heap upon you,

in my dreams I heap upon you

blessings.

 

I suffer the immense distress of your straying,

feel the profound pain

of your departure

and I cry without you knowing

that my crying

has black tears,

has black tears

like my life.

 

  You want to abandon me,

  I do not want to go,

  I leave with you my lover

  even if it costs me my life.

 

I no longer want to cry,

I no longer want to suffer,

I leave with you my dark lover

even if it costs me my life